I don't know how to date. At this point in my life obviously I'm not dating to just have fun. It is very clear to me that I have a trust issue. I hope it's not too apparent to others but I am terrified I'm being played all the time and terrified I'm being strung along. My instinct is to jump ship to save myself the pain of yet another broken heart. I'm forcing myself to hold on to hope and move forward with faith. It's not easy though. I thought dating was suppose to be fun. I guess not so much in my shoes.
Also want to note how much of a struggle it is to find just enough chemistry/spark/passion to carry a relationship through to a marriage but not too much to compromise my values on the way.
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